May 2010
Life
is overrated.
Wow. That sounds really emo. But right now, its kinda how I feel. If I could, I would sit under my covers for the rest of my life. I would take a gun and shoot my heart. I would take a knife and slit my wrists.
This anxiety is overtaking my life. It takes everything inside of me to keep from shaking, screaming, and tearing my hair out.
I need to cry, but it won’t come...
Anxiety
Just so you know, you being a close friend goes WAY above my liking you. So please don’t stop talking to me now because you feel like “it will be awkward” or “she only wants to talk to me because she likes me” or something stupid like that. I want to talk to you because you are a good friend who I know will always be there for me.
<3
Unsure.
I am unsure about whats going on in your head. I mean, of course I am unsure about whats going on in everyones. But I would really just like to know. You wouldn’t have gone into those types of questions if you don’t like me would you? Well you could have, but it didn’t seem like it. Damn boys.
I wish I could just tell you how I feel. But as He Is We said “I’ve had...
