This weeks (and tonight's) list of things to do:
PSU Housing form! Chapter 4 ws and read the chapter. Chapter 4 Vocab Finish the Perks of Being a Wallflower (hopefully tonight) and start Madame Bovary (-.-) Grasp an understanding in math. Bake for Plan Now. Go to Plan Now. Shower. Study for English Lit Terms test. VisCom questions. Do chores to make money. Figgy Pudding. JBB. Go to Michaels, Scholarships. Save. Save. Save. Daily...
If I can just make it through this week, I will be...
Take a deep breath. You can do this.
You are just going to use him until its the very last possible moment. And then, after that you are just going to use him even more. How can you stand it? How can you let someone have this power over you? If It were me, I’d have given up ages ago. Is it worth it?
probablyrossk started following you
OHMYGOSSSSHHH. ROSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS. =D <3
Can I just give up on everything?
stephenjames: Tired of being lonely.
I feel a panic/anxiety attack coming on.
Maybe if I stopped trying, things would work out...
But if I stop trying, then things wouldn’t even…
My head, my heart, my mind.
All three are indescribable by words. The best I can put it into words is IOEKJSDFKXLC. And that, as you can tell, isn’t actually words. Its more like letters. I’m not unhappy; but at the same time I am. I will suddenly break down when I least expect it. I am impatient. Impatient for something new; for something different. I want change. I also want a boy, but that seems highly...
I NEED SUMMER.
I love this song so freaking much.
Kristen appreciation post.
“But IIIIII”M HEREEEEEEEEEEE.”
i wanna cuddle.
RAHHH. It won't flip. D=
So this is definitely a really gross and unflattering picture of me. But here is my dress. Its more of a turquoise. Despite what it looks like in this picture. xD Now i will just have to get it hemmed and stuffs.
Was sooooo gooood.
To post a picture of it or not post a picture?
a prom dress today. I am so happy that I found one. =]
Win a free hoody for winter!
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I hate crying. Especially on the holidays.
I want someone to cuddle with. D=
I am just going to start posting random pictures...
I knew it was going to be like this.
And it will be like this for the rest of the week. Actually, more like the rest of forever. Thats fine. At least I am trying.
Nothing will ever change.
I really don’t think that I should even try anymore. My life is…well my life. No progress will ever be made. Nothing. Nothing. On a side note: flattery at its finest. No one has ever said anything like that to me; and it still makes me smile thinking of it. Thank you. <3
NO SCHOOL TOMORROWWWWW. I AM SO...
Like, YOU HAVE NO IDEA.
Since I had nothing else to do, I decided to come down to Red Cup and do homework here. If you aren’t doing anything, you should join me. =]
ANNE-MARIE. I CAN'T FIND THE ALPACALYPSE THING....
That I have a date to prom. I have never had a date to a formal dance. And thats my last chanceee. Mylifeisfunny. I found a dress that I really want to get though. Hopefully I can get it. We shall seeee.
I dunno if I should be hopeful, or worried. I guess we will see.
My Chemical Romance
Is coming to town in April. I have to see them. HAVE. TO. I love them so much. Its unbelievable. And they are back. With a new album. I know where my itunes money will be going next week…
I seriously have a problem.
I want to cry. But nothing is wrong. Nothing happened. And there lies the problem.
I want to do it. To do either. But I don’t think that I can.
i need to get back into reading.
thelightsandthebuzz: i haven’t picked up a book, sat down, and read for a long time. i miss it.
Since I am in Cheney...
I will probably be able to do these things tomorrow. Things that need to get done: Calculus homework. Write in chem labs. Finish common app Finish Eastern App Read for english? Look up scholarships. Essay Ideas. Upload a lab for efolio. Read ch. 8 for forensics when I get home. Choose a baby picture. VisCom questions. Ohdear. So much to do, so little time.